Me: Hello there my little pumping friend.How's your life?you seems a little down this days.
Little heart: Yeah,i am feeling a bit down.It actually feels like as if i am on a roller coaster ride. Some days i feel like i'm at the top of the world,other days i feel super down like i want to bury myself deep down the earth. It is been so long that i feel down, but no one actually knows about my condition.
Me: I'm sorry my little heart, I'm the one that hides you, i'm the one that ignores you and i'm the one that always pretend as if nothing had happen.I have to do what is best for me so that i can be part of the society and keep on living.
Little heart: I really like her but i can't take the fact that i will never have a chance to be with her.She already had someone that she will be getting along with.
Me: We should be thankful that she is still willing to be our friend.after all those bad things that I did to her.It is very kind of her.
Little heart: hahaha.I don't know what else to say.We sure love her that much yea.
Me: We sure do.come let me treat you teh tarik at the mamak as an appreciation for always being there for me.
Little heart: The thing is that i don't have a mouth.so how in the world can i drink teh tarik.haha
Me: ...
p/s: If hearts can talk...
Saturday, September 29, 2012
Monday, September 24, 2012
Weekday boost#3
I was made to believe i'll never love somebody else
Made a plan,stay the man,who could only love himself
lonely was the song i sang,till the day you came
(John Mayer-Half of My Heart)
p/s:John Mayer my all time favorite singer.I like his song which is kind of soothing to the ear.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
It is very super Complicated
There is a difference between being a friend and also a special someone.You can not be both because the tendency of a person to tip to one side of either into the friend zone or the special someone zone is there.Actually there is a case when a person keep himself in the friend zone and deep inside of him he holds a hope that someday he will be in the special someone zone.Although there is not a single chance of hope that he will be on the special someone zone.Feeling and thought are kept inside seal in a safe with no way to open it.Being able to be close to her is like a child being able to do what he really wants too.I want to be with her for the rest of my life,but i know it will never happen so i settle my self with every little meeting with her and each meeting i treat it as the last time of being with her.I am still on the fence of friend and special someone zone.I hope one day the fence will fall and both side of the zone will be met.I hope that she still has a thing with me and that She still loves me.HAHA.Berangan la kau man.
This is part of the feeling express in little words which much more can be written.I really hope that someday she will be part of me.haha.rasenye cam dah terbang merentas da sekarang ne.
p/s:Sorry next time we will go eat nasi rather than subway yang might be still hungry right now.kan miss A kan?atoi2..
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| Oh how i hope that ill be on the other side... |
This is part of the feeling express in little words which much more can be written.I really hope that someday she will be part of me.haha.rasenye cam dah terbang merentas da sekarang ne.
p/s:Sorry next time we will go eat nasi rather than subway yang might be still hungry right now.kan miss A kan?atoi2..
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Something wrong somewhere ne??#2
Seorang Lelaki berjalan ke arah seorang perempuan yang comel kiut miut yang sedang duduk menunggu lecterur masuk kelas.Niat lelaki itu akan diketahui apabila anda habis membaca.
L(boy):Why your pipi so tembab like a pau that i just want to eat?haha(gelak evil)
P(gurl):hey u.Biaq p la pipi i tembab.it's not yours you know..(buat muke ada mau cari gaduh)
L:If I ask you for your hand in marriage then the pipi is mine la kan?
P:...(bunyi cengkerek)
L:hehe..(berjalan balik ke tempat duduk asal dia)
At last the lecterur came into the class
Lecterur:Today we will have no class.You can now confess your love towards the parents of the girl that you love and ask the wali for the hand and marriage.
Students:yeah!!!
Student1:Doctor,I am not ready for marriage.I think i am still young.
Lecterur:Hadith Sahih Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 62, Number 4, Narrated 'Abdullah
L(boy):Why your pipi so tembab like a pau that i just want to eat?haha(gelak evil)
P(gurl):hey u.Biaq p la pipi i tembab.it's not yours you know..(buat muke ada mau cari gaduh)
L:If I ask you for your hand in marriage then the pipi is mine la kan?
P:...(bunyi cengkerek)
L:hehe..(berjalan balik ke tempat duduk asal dia)
At last the lecterur came into the class
Lecterur:Today we will have no class.You can now confess your love towards the parents of the girl that you love and ask the wali for the hand and marriage.
Students:yeah!!!
Student1:Doctor,I am not ready for marriage.I think i am still young.
Lecterur:Hadith Sahih Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 62, Number 4, Narrated 'Abdullah
We were with the Prophet while we were
young and had no wealth whatever. So Allah's Apostle said, "O young people!
Whoever among you can marry, should marry, because it helps him lower his gaze
and guard his modesty (i.e. his private parts from committing illegal sexual
intercourse etc.), and whoever is not able to marry, should fast, as fasting
diminishes his sexual power."
The boy walks towards the girl and ask her whether he can meet her parents.
-THE END-
p/s:I actually want to write about young marriage.I think I did part of it and to be honest the story is super merapu but still the Hadith should be taken as a lesson to us as a Muslim:)
Friday, September 14, 2012
Info Session:Wind Energy
Could wind power ever meet the world’s energy needs?
Posted by Brad Plumer on September 10, 2012 at 3:08 pm
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Horns Rev 2, the world’s largest wind farm, 30 km (19
miles) off the west coast of Denmark (Reuters).
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At the moment, wind power
supplies about 4.1
percent of electric power in the United States. Still a bit player. Yet
there’s a whole lot of untapped wind left in the world. Wind whipping through
the Great Plains. Wind gusting off the shores. Wind circulating high up in the
sky. So what would happen if we tried to harvest all of that wind?
We’d have enough energy to power
the world. At least in theory. A new
study published this week in Nature Climate Change finds that there’s enough
wind potential both on the Earth’s surface and up in the atmosphere to power
human civilization 100 times over. Right now, humans use about 18 terawatts of
power worldwide. And, technically, the study found, we could extract about 400
terawatts of wind power from the Earth’s surface and 1,800 terawatts of power
from the upper atmosphere.
This isn’t what’s likely — just what’s possible. As Kate Marvel, a researcher at Lawrence Livermore National Laboratory, explains, this paper mainly looks at wind power’s maximum potential. “We were looking at the geophysical limits of what the Earth could handle,” Marvel says. “We didn’t necessarily restrict our study to what was feasible.” (Marvel co-authored the study with Ken Caldeira and Ben Kravitz of the Carnegie Institution for Science.)
Even the most optimistic
near-term projections for wind power, however, tend to be more restrained. In
2008, the U.S. Department of Energy released a comprehensive
report estimating that wind power could provide, at most, 20 percent of U.S.
electricity by 2030. And for that to happen, the cost of wind power would have
to keep plunging, the number of turbines built would have to steadily increase
by about 14 percent each year, and utilities would have to build new
transmission lines to accommodate the extra energy.
What’s more, electric-grid
operators would have to figure out how to juggle a power source that isn’t quite
as reliable as the coal and gas plants of old. That’s not an impossible task. As
Stanford’s Christina Archer and Mark Jacobson showed in a 2007 modeling
study of the United States, the wind is always blowing somewhere in
the country, which means that if enough wind farms are linked together, they can
provide lots of steady baseload power. But building that infrastructure can be
difficult — Germany is
currently struggling to upgrade its grid to accommodate a surge of new wind
and solar farms.
Rather than get bogged down in
these logistical details, however, the new Nature Climate Change paper set its
sights far higher. For one, it doesn’t just look at wind potential near the
Earth’s surface, as past studies have done. The study also asks how much wind
energy could be extracted from higher altitudes. Various companies are now working on
designs for wind turbines that can float high in the air, on kites or
balloons. Since the wind is steadier and stronger high up in the atmosphere,
that’s a tantalizing resource — if the technology could work.
True, humans would eventually run
into a physical limit on how much wind energy could be harnessed. Wind turbines
work by creating resistance or drag, slowing the wind’s momentum. Put up enough
turbines, and the wind will slow down too much. What’s more, the change in
global circulation could, in theory, muck with the climate. (Previous modeling
studies, including one by David Keith in 2004, had
raised the possibility that large-scale wind harvesting might alter global
rainfall patterns.)
Yet the Nature Climate Change study suggests that neither of these things will be a problem for a long, long time. Humans could sustainably extract up to 2,200 terawatts of power from surface and atmospheric winds before bumping into physical limits. That’s 100 times as much power as the world uses today. What’s more, if the world ever harnessed that much wind, the temperature of the Earth would shift by only about 0.1°C and precipitation would shift by less than 1 percent. “It’s not a big deal, basically,” says Marvel.
Marvel says the next step for this sort of research will be to restrict the analysis to wind-turbine locations that are technically feasible. For now, however, it’s safe to say that there’s enough wind potential to meet the world’s demand many times over, at least in the abstract. “[I]t seems that the future of wind energy,” the study concludes, “will be determined by economic, political and technical constraints, rather than global geophysical limits.”
Copied from: http://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/ezra-klein/wp/2012/09/10/is-there-enough-wind-energy-to-meet-the-worlds-needs/
p/s:I read the article without entirely understanding it.But still la i get a thing or two about it and FYI this is a copied article tau.
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Weekday Boost#2
Here, it's clear that I'm not getting better
When I fall down you put me back together
I'm alone in my room, I don't know what to do
When I fall down you put me back together
When I fall down you put me back together
I'm alone in my room, I don't know what to do
When I fall down you put me back together
(Weezer-Put Me Back Together)
Friday, September 7, 2012
A Hybrid Family
Daddy is a Malay from Terengganu and Mama is a Melanau from Sarawak.My family as most of Malaysian nowdays are Rojak.To be honest,actually i am a little bit confuse with my family.My family is like a mix of a bit of Melanau which sometimes seems very close to Chinese and also mostly of the Malay lifestyle.We have a round table in the kitchen(like most chinese house have kot),Mama sometimes use chopsticks to cook,I sometimes use chopstick to eat tapi usually i use hand la,I know a bit of Melanau(Mama is fluent in Melanau,a bit of Iban,a bit of Hokkien).The mix of the Melanaunese can be seen in my family which are surrounded by Malay society(not really)there are some mix marriage around Bangi(Malay+American,Malay+Chinese).My family is one of those mix marriage family in Bangi or i like to call a hybrid family(hybrid:electricity+gas).A thing or two about hybrid family:
A hybrid family is very intersting and special.The important thing in any family is the religion,the application of it in everyday life.This what makes a happy and strong relationship between families.
p/s:No matter who you are,what you are,There is always a way if you have the will
- You will sometimes confuse people with your looks:I have this Melanau sort of Chinese looks with a bit of malay skin tone and also hidung daddy(like my mom said).Maybe some will assume me as Chinese or even Korean(mane dtg ntah:jiwa perasan) but as stated in my IC i am a Malay and also a Muslim.
- You will see some mixing of culture in everyday life:in my case,my family have Melanau culture mix with Malay Culture.Which sometimes is weird but special.Food cooked by Mama has a bit of the Chinese Style to it.
- This is the thing that i am worried about the most,Kahwin(topic ne lagi;atoi2) How am i going to talk to my parents about merisik,bertunang and all that stuff.My dad married my mom without any all of the stuff.It might be very awkward considering he never gone through those stuff before.Furthermore,My dad also seems not really intersted in talking about marriage,realtionship and all of the lovey dovey stuff.
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| Prius a hybrid car |
p/s:No matter who you are,what you are,There is always a way if you have the will
Monday, September 3, 2012
A message in a phone
In the name of Allah; The Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
Six more days until the start of my third year in UPM.Unconsciously time move like a bullet train with no stops and In the blink of an eye i am a third year student of environmental studies.I think i learn a lot more about life if compared to environment during my university life.Aiyoo Environment is also part of life la.I also fell in love for the first time in my U life and let me tell you that It was really something new for me.Unfortunately,It does not last that long and the girl that i am in love with is now my best friend.Lets call her Miss A.
Last night i received a message from Miss A from my phone saying that she really loves to read my blog.It's been a while since i get a message from her.The first time that i read the message i feel so happy,no words can describe it.I even reply to her message three times at 1 in the morning because i was super excited.Actually I really miss having a conversation with her.I do not know how to describe the feeling.It is like a mixture of happiness(because I know she is there for me as a friend) and geram-ness(because I know I can not be with her).I just want to build a time machine and go back to the time before she is engaged.Next i will ask her parents directly for whether i can ask for her hand in marriage.(Kesan tengok cerita Back to the future,like there is away to manipulate time)haha.Miss A i just want you to know that i love receiving your message and i would like to ask whether you would like to go bowling ke?tgk cite the possesion ke? tgk Sadako 3D ke?.haha.(merapu2)
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| An old phone |
You know you can't live on hope alone,but without it life is not worth living.
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