The feeling of guilt is something hard for some to accept especially when you did something to hurt that special someone without even realizing about it. When I care so much of her, It seems to make her feel annoyed. I do not know how to explain the situation.Maybe I try so hard to impress her. Why i want to know about her so much? a question that really is a bump inside my brain right now. Is it the long past love that still recite in this old heart or the hope of being back together.
She is more than something. Maybe I can't be with her but i can hope for something at least to keep me waking up and doing my daily routine. There was once a time, that I always have an image of us together in a house near a paddy field with her ideal car(Suzuki Swift) and also my own Myvi parked in front of the house. Maybe someday in the future this image that recite in my mind will be a real situation hopefully in Kedah.( Kedah memang best pengakuan orang Selangor)
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| Kalau rumah macam ne nk parking kete kat mane? |
All i know is that i want her to be safe. Being too in love with a person really have it's consequences. The effect carries on throughout your life. Every little things that reminds the person that we use to be is really an icing for a cake that stays as an illusion in our head. The moral of the story, when you found a person that you love and you decided to be with her for the rest of your life marry her, get some agreement that will keep the relationship strong.(Nikah terus la)
Kalau dapat kerja kat Kedah.This heart will be super gembira.
p/s :I am sorry for what that i have done to hurt your feelings.Miss A please if anything, anything at all you like me to help just tell me about it. Take care~
