that's the question.
Serdang area seems to be raining non stop this days and seemingly people easily get sick with uncertain weather. I actually am okay with this kind of weather.Gloomy,light rain and without even a slight ray of sun.Let's face it I think all this while my life is best reflected by this uncertain gloomy weather. To message or not to. I want to but There is something that is holding me back from doing so. I think that disturbance that keep on holding me back is the fear of her not replying back.My brain will then go into overdrive thinking of all the possibilities why a message is not replied back (easily fooled brain):
- Marah ke kat I sampai tak mau reply ne?
- Tengah tido ke mamat/minah ne?
- Aku ne cam stalker ke duk nak message ngan dia je?
- Aku sayang kat dia ke?
- Dah-dah la tu..asyik berfikir entah kemana ntah..
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| Terpengaruh blog "semua tentang kehidupan" nak start cite sal hujan gak:) |
To be honest, I hid my phone in a closet or unreachable place in order to restrain myself from sending message to her. I don't want to disturb her but i want to have a conversation with her. Hope she is okay.I miss talking to her. If allowed I want to talk to her everyday sampai berbuih mulut(ye la tu ada chance nak cakap ngan dia terus gubra lak).
p/s: lembon tu ape?bunyi cam kuih je.
