MAMA wait ye

When I was in Kajang I saw this one disable guy with his mom eating at the food court.The disable guy looks old maybe around 30 something.What interest me the most about the scene is how his mom are willing to take care of him.It was a heartwarming feeling seeing the mom helps her child with the straw in order to ease the child. It makes me wonder how i treat my mom this days.

Since her retirement,my mom stayed at home.She keeps on washing the pillow case, chasing cats out of the house(i think we have 5 cats in house), She cooks and my second younger brother will help her(i ll help but once in a blue moon la). Two of her children is already in a university, i am one of them.Thus, left my mom and the youngest brother of my siblings.What I really like to say that she seems very lonely.Being the only girl in the house.

There might be part of her that really wants me to get married and find her a friend to talk to. But there is still also part of her that knows that getting married is a big responsibility and her eldest child must be prepared to face the responsibility. Mama misses the time of being able to talk like a girl,being able to be a girl.

Someday ill find myself a girl ye mama.As for the time being i still have to study and finish my degree.Only one more year mama.Wait ye,hope you can take a glimpse of your future in law before your last breath. I hope you can be a little bit more patience ye mama. :)

p/s: ~~~ dayu masa bergerak,tanpa menunggu seseorang insan pun.

Hang sedar la diri

Hang tak payah nak berharap sgt la man oi.
sedar la diri.
baling selipar karang baru taw.

Nape la hang duk tunggu cinta dia lagi
muka hang not bad pe (sumber:anonymous)
tayang sekali mungkn banyak sangkut kot.(termasuk juga Andartu & janda kaya)

Hang sedar la diri,dulu hg ada chance
hang tak p direct jmpe family dia(walaupn da jauh mai p kampung dia)
hahahaha
Hang sedar la diri

Tapi..

Aku sanggup tunggu..
sebab aku nak pgg janji aku kat dia
at least satu pun jadi

janji,
aku tak kan tinggalkan dia

Aku tau, muke aku cam Korea (sumber:tidak dikenal pasti)
tapi kecantikan luaran tiada makna bagi ku
Aku kenal dalaman dia
dan dalaman dia sangat indah ~~~~~~ giler

Mungkin peluang kedua akan dianugerahkan oleh Ilahi
Amin
Dan at last aku leh gak nak jadikan dia biniku sampai ke Jannah

Jika tidak
akan ku doakan kita dijodohkan di Syurga sana
In Sha Allah


p/s: Puisi ini mungkin ada kena mengena dengan cerita cinta seorang insan yang hambe kenal dan dia sekarang mengalami pressure simptom aka (P1V1=P2V2).Kitedoakankebhagiandiadanmissasampaijannahlahyeamin:)

As Long As She Is Happy

"Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu

Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu

Kucoba untuk lanjutkan hidup"

PeterPan-Menghapusjejakmu

Life,somethings will not go as you plan and we started to think that we reached a dead end without a turning point.She is now happily back with the one that she must love.As long as she is happy, i am happy for her.I hope she will always be happy with him. Even though, knowing that she is with him and i am left alone,makes me want to run as far as possible from any scene from my past. Forgetting the past is hard to the extend of not hoping to love no want anymore. The past makes me hard to feel love, because being in love is scary i tell you.You heart starts to pump really hard, your body started to agitate all day long and every little things remind me of her.

She is happy now and Hilman you should too. Not every thing should be about you Hilman.It is alright to feel not worth it once in a while because you will tend to reflect the wrong doing of past. The problem is that my life seems empty like there is no purpose at all when she is not near me. Is not about you Hilman you should know.At least Try to make her happy.

Miss A you deserve to be happy.I will help you no matter what happen.Hm..My memories of being with you will always be part of me.

p/s:sorry for being so emotional.