As Long As She Is Happy

"Perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu

Kucoba untuk terus menjauh
Perlahan hatiku terbelenggu

Kucoba untuk lanjutkan hidup"

PeterPan-Menghapusjejakmu

Life,somethings will not go as you plan and we started to think that we reached a dead end without a turning point.She is now happily back with the one that she must love.As long as she is happy, i am happy for her.I hope she will always be happy with him. Even though, knowing that she is with him and i am left alone,makes me want to run as far as possible from any scene from my past. Forgetting the past is hard to the extend of not hoping to love no want anymore. The past makes me hard to feel love, because being in love is scary i tell you.You heart starts to pump really hard, your body started to agitate all day long and every little things remind me of her.

She is happy now and Hilman you should too. Not every thing should be about you Hilman.It is alright to feel not worth it once in a while because you will tend to reflect the wrong doing of past. The problem is that my life seems empty like there is no purpose at all when she is not near me. Is not about you Hilman you should know.At least Try to make her happy.

Miss A you deserve to be happy.I will help you no matter what happen.Hm..My memories of being with you will always be part of me.

p/s:sorry for being so emotional.