Monday Quote

 "You can not escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today"

-Abraham Lincoln

 PS:Saw the quote from a video by a local indie band silent scenery-Tale of a wooden door

What would you do?

 This are some of the situation that i had gone through in my life:

1. What would you do?If life seems like a routine that just not going to end
2. What would you do?If there is nothing to look forward to in the future
3. What would you do?If you are alone and you feel that life is not worth living
4. What would you do?If unconsciously you are becoming more and more like your dad (which you really don't what to be like him)
5. What would you do?If you are hoping something that you certainly sure that it will not happen.
6. What would you do?If you find it hard to accept fate.
7. What would  you do?If you feel being anti-social is great and is the best way to live.
8. What would you do?If you likely to keep all of the things to yourself until you feel there is just nothing to talk about.
9. What would you do?If you feel like getting into a time machine and undo your mistakes.
10.  What would you do?If you have so many question in your life.

I do not have the answer but it seems life is a question and there is no right and wrong to it.What matter the most is that how we overcome our problem.Life is very subjective,it is like an essay that you have to think of it first, make an outline,and use the correct term.It seems that problem will just keep on coming if you think of it( i can go on more than 100 if i want to)In my opinion,sometimes it seems better if you just take a problem as a funny experience that you have gone through and have a great laugh of it.

PS:During the fasting month i do a lot of thinking because i can not eat during the day.

Superman

I always find that being a superhero is very cool and it is like you will not have any problems because if you are a superhero you can use your power to just vanish a problem.But it is different in the song Superman by five for fighting.The song are telling you that even superhero has personal problems.The song is likely telling us that superheros are normal human being also,with problems while saving the day.A part of the lyrics that really interest me the most goes like this:

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see


Superman do have personal problems.He is hoping something that he himself knows that it would not happen.Still he keep on believing it will happen.It is like you are hoping to spend the rest of your life with a girl which soon are going to be with somebody else.

It may sound absurd, but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Superman do find the problem disturbing but still he dreams on that someday it will happen.Even heroes have the right to bleed.Everyone will someday feel unhappy about something.Still there have the right to hope that it will be alright.

Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

He keep on repeating inside of me,which shows that he keep the problem to himself.I myself tend to keep my problem to myself because i know that we are the only one who can really solve our own problems.There is no wrong in seeking help from somebody else but at the end of the day you are the one who are going to face the problem,Whether you are going to find a solution or just keep on believing it will disappear.

PS:Learn from the past,let go of it(the hardest part) and hope for the best

a lover and a friend

During my secondary school days you can say i was not a 'hip' person,so it seems very likely that i fell in love and just kept it to myself (lack of confident kot) which is true in my case.As time goes by,i went to a local university i feel the urge to be with someone,to have someone that you can be with in times of joy and trouble.I met this girl and i really-really like her lets call her miss A.Being in love with miss A is so fascinating that i once wanted miss A to be my future wife.Is not all smooth during my relationship with miss A.To make my story simple,miss A and I are friends right now.


Friends, a word which is for me are very weird if refereed to the opposite sex.The thing is that when you have a girl that is your ex-girlfriend as a friend,the tendency to be in love with her again is very huge.Just being around her does really makes me happy and i love being with her,but the downturn of the situation is that I know that my relationship with miss A are just friend (close friend to be exact) and nothing more than that.


But honestly i really want her to be happy even though she is not with me.I hope the best for her and her future (and may Allah bless her always through out her life).You never know that,may be fate will brings us together back as more than friends.

A song from Tasha Manshahar-Be mine

Dalam Pada i gembira,
Sometimes i feel so sad juga,
cause you dah berpunya,
but i always want you to be mine forever,
please be mine forever..:)

Miss A and I once took a picture with our hands shape like the picture

PS:I am sorry for all of the bad things that i did to you miss A and i am happy for your engagement,i sure things will work out as you like it to be,insyaAllah.

being courteous on the road

It is the first day of fasting and there is something that just really bothers me(guilt). There i was on the way home from from Kajang and i was at a T junction.Going into the main road i accidentally push my gas a bit and in front of me there is a motorcycle(I am not use to manual car,and still learning to use it).Luckily,I mange to take control of my car and the motorcycle seems to be able to get away from my car.Alhamdullilah, both of us are OK.

What really bothers me is not about the event but what happen after the event.The passenger from the motorcycle look at me with anger (maybe) or she just want me to feel sorry,the weird thing is that she smiles at me,maybe she was mesmerized by my  K-pop idol looks (perasan).I feel guilty for my mistake( i know it is my mistake) but i don't know how to show i am sorry for it,because i was inside of my car (thinking back about the event, i should raise my hand to show that i am sorry).Instead,I just speed past them and the motorcycle blows the hon to show anger or maybe he just want to ask me to buka puasa together kot.

I think we should always be courteous,no matter where we are.Say or in my case show that you are sorry,if you did wrong.It is always good to keep in mind what will we feel if somebody else did something rude to us.

Blue arrow:where my car is heading to.Red arrow:the main road where the motorcycle is heading to

PS:I am really sorry for what happen just now,It is my mistake to the motorcyclist and also the passenger

love them while you still can

Tonight marks the night where Muslim will start to fast for the whole month of Ramadan.After reading a blog about other people difficulties in life,a thought comes to my mind.It seems to me i seldom face problems mainly on money.Alhamdullilah, my father manage to give each and every one of my siblings the necessity to live.What really bothers me the most is that i did not make the full of my well being (taking things for granted) and it seems that i have been a burden to my father.

What I read just now from one of the blog that i follow is that she lost her parents and it seems really hard for her,all of the emotion are all written in her blog.I wonder what will i be if i lost my parents.This are some of the list:

1. I will be sad (definitely) for maybe the beginning period of the death.After getting a grip and i know that life must go on.No matter what happen.Since I am the eldest,I think i should be more responsible in every aspect of my family.
2. I will treasure every opportunity that is given to me.It seems that I nearly take all the things in life for granted.Maybe an event like so will make me more thankful in the very little aspect of my life.
3. Maybe i will work harder,study harder and hope to sustain all of my families well being.

Big polar bear:be good my little one,it's a wild world out there

Thank you very much to both of my parents for raising me up in this 21 years of life.All of your deeds are like treasure in my life.

PS:Love the things that are in present,You never know how long it is going to last 

Can not sleep punye pasal

I Just finished watching one of the vlog by Anwar Hadi - #21 NTAH? (Nak Tanya Anwar Hadi?) .What interest me the most about the vlog that i watch just now is that.One of his followers in twitter ask him about how to deal with a heartache(just ignore la this how i will answer to that question).He answered it that someone is there in your life for a reason and Allah already set it up for you,which we should take comfort from it.In my opinion,I absolutely agree with what he said. We should learn something when we meet new people in our life whether you like them or not.Though we are face with problems in our daily life (still can't get through with my not so good test result),we should see the bright side of it.Maybe the bright side of  my not so good test result is that,It realizes me that i should really get into studying because i am a student and my job is to study.

This is what I do (garu kepala when can not answer)

PS:Go to sleep la..it's almost 3am you know

Test Result

 

My fourth semester results has come out(although not the official one). It seems that my result are slowly showing a downturn.Which do make me a bit disappointed on myself.Somehow I don't feel really down about it because I myself know that I study not that well enough.Though,I really hope that i can get better CGPA than the last semesters.Besides being disappointed I also are really thankful that my test result is still above 3.00,though it seems that It is at the border line between 3.00 and  3.20.This are some of the factors of my downturn for my test result:

1. I did not study thoroughly during  all of my past semesters.I only study at the 11th hour before the test.There is an expression that goes by likewise 'study smart and not hard'. Which seems to mean  that studying should be part of our life and we have to enjoy it.The problem with me is that i find it hard to keep the consistency of the love to study.
2. Another factor that influence my downturn is that i get really nervous when i come to the examination hall.Seeing all of my course mate still studying before going to the exam really creates a tense atmosphere.My mom told me that i should take things easy and everything are going to be OK. Another thing is that we should remember that Allah will help us no matter what.
3. I think too much about my future,sometimes it gets me worried about myself.Somebody which are really close to me told me not to think too much.So I took her advice,I make the best of today and tomorrow will be a new day for me.It reminds me of one of the episode of family outing(a korean variety show) where the MC(Jae Suk) told one of the guest of the show to not think too much of a gag and just go with it.He told the guest 'The time is now' for you to do it. 

Timing is now

I think that's all about my downturn factors(actually there are many other factors but I can't put all of them in words).

PS:Family Outing is the BEST!!!

Changes

As we you all can see,There is a new image to my blog.Changes do occur in life.Being able to adapt to changes in life will make a person think.Changes can be good or bad,depending on how a person react to it.Sometimes we change too drastically which may seem unbelievable to others.

Barney a character played by Neil Patrick Harris in 'How I Met Your Mother' once said "I have only one rule, changes are always the best" supposedly on one of the episodes in session six i think.Sometimes it is better to be yourself and it will be even better if you can be the best that you can.Change from being bad to good.There is a term in Islam called 'Hijrah' which means changing from what is bad to good.think before you react to changes.

From left:Ted,Robin,Barney,Lily,Marshall

PS:I really need to improve my writing skill