a lover and a friend

During my secondary school days you can say i was not a 'hip' person,so it seems very likely that i fell in love and just kept it to myself (lack of confident kot) which is true in my case.As time goes by,i went to a local university i feel the urge to be with someone,to have someone that you can be with in times of joy and trouble.I met this girl and i really-really like her lets call her miss A.Being in love with miss A is so fascinating that i once wanted miss A to be my future wife.Is not all smooth during my relationship with miss A.To make my story simple,miss A and I are friends right now.


Friends, a word which is for me are very weird if refereed to the opposite sex.The thing is that when you have a girl that is your ex-girlfriend as a friend,the tendency to be in love with her again is very huge.Just being around her does really makes me happy and i love being with her,but the downturn of the situation is that I know that my relationship with miss A are just friend (close friend to be exact) and nothing more than that.


But honestly i really want her to be happy even though she is not with me.I hope the best for her and her future (and may Allah bless her always through out her life).You never know that,may be fate will brings us together back as more than friends.

A song from Tasha Manshahar-Be mine

Dalam Pada i gembira,
Sometimes i feel so sad juga,
cause you dah berpunya,
but i always want you to be mine forever,
please be mine forever..:)

Miss A and I once took a picture with our hands shape like the picture

PS:I am sorry for all of the bad things that i did to you miss A and i am happy for your engagement,i sure things will work out as you like it to be,insyaAllah.