Test Result

 

My fourth semester results has come out(although not the official one). It seems that my result are slowly showing a downturn.Which do make me a bit disappointed on myself.Somehow I don't feel really down about it because I myself know that I study not that well enough.Though,I really hope that i can get better CGPA than the last semesters.Besides being disappointed I also are really thankful that my test result is still above 3.00,though it seems that It is at the border line between 3.00 and  3.20.This are some of the factors of my downturn for my test result:

1. I did not study thoroughly during  all of my past semesters.I only study at the 11th hour before the test.There is an expression that goes by likewise 'study smart and not hard'. Which seems to mean  that studying should be part of our life and we have to enjoy it.The problem with me is that i find it hard to keep the consistency of the love to study.
2. Another factor that influence my downturn is that i get really nervous when i come to the examination hall.Seeing all of my course mate still studying before going to the exam really creates a tense atmosphere.My mom told me that i should take things easy and everything are going to be OK. Another thing is that we should remember that Allah will help us no matter what.
3. I think too much about my future,sometimes it gets me worried about myself.Somebody which are really close to me told me not to think too much.So I took her advice,I make the best of today and tomorrow will be a new day for me.It reminds me of one of the episode of family outing(a korean variety show) where the MC(Jae Suk) told one of the guest of the show to not think too much of a gag and just go with it.He told the guest 'The time is now' for you to do it. 

Timing is now

I think that's all about my downturn factors(actually there are many other factors but I can't put all of them in words).

PS:Family Outing is the BEST!!!